VxPoem ID: 34821
Posted: December 7th. 2008 4:47:13 PM
Age Group: Adult
Wanting to be a person that I am not...
only takes me to a place that is deserted and
Yearning for things that I could have, but, don't
perhaps I don't really want them, perhaps it's all
just a symptom of what has and is happening all
around my life..
Thinking about things too much, and creating
insane energy all around me...the bad rises with
the good, intermixing and making for bad times.
I try, and I do not try...
and I am still in the same seat, as I was
month after month, and year after year..
still making the same mistakes,
and forgetting things...
and yearning for "BETTER" to happen
but, I have to MAKE it HAPPEN..
and not sit there pondering
Author's Notes: Written by ladykelshan
Written Sun December 7th, 2008
I stupidly compare myself to others..and when that "game" is going thru my mind..I cannot feel happy, or content in being who I am..and I know, what a sad little person that I have become...that I feel that I MUST live up to OTHER people's stupid standards of living and being and becoming!
I guess it's really time to throw out my towel..and ignore others..and just be as assertive and as aggressive and UNrelentless as I can possibly be!
I am who I am, , and they are just gonna have to deal with that fact..that I prefer THIS way..and NOT their way!!
I am also going to have to love me back..and NOT worry about what THEY think, either..even if it is like a sword in the ribs!
Author's Location: Washington, Washington DC
More Poems: Ladykelshan has posted 485 additional poems- View them?
Author's Profile: To learn more about Ladykelshan - Click HERE
Contact Me Via Email...
Email Invites Note: No, I have not opted to receive Pagan Invites! Please don't send me anonymous invites to groups, sales and events.
Disclaimer: The Witches' Voice inc does not verify the accuracy of the details stated in this listing, nor do we vouch for the value of the goods or services presented here... As with all contacts and financial dealings in cyberspace, we encourage you to use caution and wisdom in your dealings with strangers.
Political Statements: Any and all personal political opinions expressed in the public listing sections (including, but not restricted to, personals, events, groups, shops, Wren's Nest, etc.) are solely those of the author(s) and do not reflect the opinion of The Witches' Voice, Inc. TWV is a non-profit, non-partisan educational organization.
State/Country flags created by 3dflags.com and are used with permission
Web Site Content (including: text - graphics - html - look & feel)
Copyright 1997-2015 The Witches' Voice Inc. All rights reserved
Note: Authors & Artists retain the copyright for their work(s) on this website.
Unauthorized reproduction without prior permission is a violation of copyright laws.
Website structure, evolution and php coding by Fritz Jung on a Macintosh G5.
Any and all personal political opinions expressed in the public listing sections (including, but not restricted to, personals, events, groups, shops, Wrenâ€™s Nest, etc.) are solely those of the author(s) and do not reflect the opinion of The Witchesâ€™ Voice, Inc. TWV is a nonprofit, nonpartisan educational organization.
Sponsorship: Visit the Witches' Voice Sponsor Page for info on how you
can help support this Community Resource. Donations ARE Tax Deductible.
The Witches' Voice carries a 501(c)(3) certificate and a Federal Tax ID.
Mail Us: The Witches' Voice Inc., P.O. Box 341018, Tampa, Florida 33694-1018 U.S.A.
Top 13 Poems|
New Past 7 Days