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Posted: June 8th. 2010 2:20:55 PM

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But, NO..that's who you are!!!

by Ladykelshan

Age Group: Adult


I am so angry and pissed off..and yeah..
okay, alright, I am PISSED off..
that I could not be friends with you!
that you cannot reach out, and at least
GIVE a DAMN!

But, no..that's who you are..
will always be...
flawed, and frustrating,
and Fu**ed up!

In my mind you were my desire
you were my passionate
lover..in my dreams, you and
I would tell one another
"I still care about you! I still
love you and want to be with you!"

But, no...that's NOT who you
"really" are!
You will always be, this
angry, bitter human, with
no soul left inside of you..
the dark blob in a
dark painting.....

In my heart and soul..
I yearned for you, telling myself
that "someday" I would
"have you again" and we
"would be able to work thru
whatever it was" to make it
"right" again!

But, no!
You don't know HOW
to make things good, or great
or whatever!
YOu only know how to run..
run far..and take ALL of "it"
with you! You are NOT
an open person...
you shut down and
you become this hard, scary
human!
a MONSTER!

Need I say more?!!?




Author's Notes: Written by ladykelshan
Written Tuesday June 8th, 2010

This poem is still me, trying to get out some feelings I have regarding a long past love ...I really don't like this person..all that much anymore..the love and lust I had for this person is pretty much fading away...which is good..but, it feels weird..because I really, really believed for soooo many years that I would be friends or "hook up" and be with him again..but, it's NOT a great thing at all. This person does NOT deserve a chance at love..unless he wills himself to change his life! (and, he doesn't!!) He prefers to be a "stick in the mud!" and left totally ALONE! I know that I should not say it..but, I am gonna...WHat a huge Frickin' waste!!!
(and this is because I have had such a horrible crush on him) ..but, he is not worth his "net weight!!!!" It really hurts that I "did" this to myself...I "knew" better when I dumped him..but, then, I "went back on my word" and thought that I could "have him" again..and life does NOT work out that way..sometimes!!! UGH!!!


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