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Posted: March 23rd. 2014 2:33:31 AM

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This is not a poem...

by Ladykelshan

Age Group: Adult


This is NOT a poem...

It's a feeling that I feel..
I need to write this down..
I have so much anger..
It's worse than just a frown..

I ache because you died..
Do I miss you? ..I think I lied...
You snapped my feelings in threes..
I think you DID despise me..

You did NOT desire good..
You were in that world of "SHOULD!"
You always turned ON me..
I just wanted to be FREE, , ,

I never should have stayed, ,
Our friendship was sooo frayed..
I tried to hold it together..
but, I knew "there's NO Forever!"

Finally, I let go of you
hardest thing for me to do
8 years down in time,
you were gone, oh, yeah I cried, .

It hurt at first, a LOT
feelings then turned to ROT..
I realized you never cared.
after years that I had shared..

I used to let you KNOW..
how much you hurt me so, ,
but, you ignored my heart..
and always aimed those darts...

and now as I look back..
I bristle from your past attacks.,
I want to move on and let you GO..
It's just time..so, now you know!




Author's Notes: Sunday March 23/2014 By: ladykelshan

This poem which is sort of a poem and sort of just a writing down of feelings...
is all about my former friend who was NOT a "kind" friend towards the middle to end of our close friendship! I had known her nearly 40 years, , but over the years it began to disintegrate into a horrible horrible friendship that was sooo unbalanced and unstable..

My former friend was cruel, unkind and mean to me..I can admit that I was NOT always "absolutely perfect in the friendship too but, it grew much worse for me with her negative attitude!!

She used me....and she also had a huge arrogance about her. HER attitude she got from her mom, ..and it was about "classes" ..as in because THEY were from a wealthy background" they treated others like peasants at times! I KNEW that difference..and DA** it hurt a LOT!!

I was NOT thinking that she would take what her mom taught her and act like that as well... but , I was apparently VERY mistaken!! She started to turn into her mom!! UGH!!

I did grieve..and still am...but, in all honesty I just want to FORGET her..and not think about my former friend anymore.. I get too sick to my stomach when I think about her... I have mixed feelings about her.. but, I know that she really really hurt my feelings..SOME close friend SHE turned out to be!!!!

She passed away in September...after complications and trouble with her heart!

As much as I am quite upset over this..I am angry at how she used to treat me...and I KNOW that that part was MY fault..I should have left this friendship a LOT sooner..and I didn't!!


Author's Location: Washington, Washington DC
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