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VxPoem ID: 37194
Category:
healing
Posted: November 2nd. 2009 12:06:09 PM
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wishes and tear drops
by Miranda
Age Group: Adult
Sometimes I wish
you wouldn't visit me in my dreams
haunting me in new ways
bringing back the flashes of pain
the memories of that moment
it's like I awake
and the flood gates break
It's still all so raw
and still so new
like no matter how much time passes
you will never fade away
I can feel your presence in that house
I know you sit in that chair
looking out the window
it's your ghost that turns everything upside down
seeking even in death to disturb any peace we can find
I wish that I didn't hate you
that I could find those memories of love and hold on to them
there are moments when I do
but then I remember your body
sitting in front of that fire place
was that your entrance to the fires of hell?
I see parts in my dreams that I can't recall when I am awake
but I know that I saw it
when I wake in a cold sweat
and the back of your body is all I see
I search in vain for answers that I will never get
though I am less certain as time passes that I even want them
maybe those pieces of that puzzle aught to remain lost
left in the darkness
with the mystery of your last hours
This place holds too much of you
too much of the past
too much of the pain
being here
it's purgatory
hanging in a limbo
floating in the blackness
Sometimes I wish that you would stay out of my head
that you would just leave me in peace
you found yours
why won't you let us find ours?
I wonder
if you do this on purpose
seeking places that I can't run from you
finding the weaknesses of my emotions
knowing that I must sleep
and there is where you seek me
Sometimes I wish that you hadn't done this
that you would have stopped your finger from pressing down
that I could have walked in two minutes before
but those are wishes made in vain
soaked in tears
Author's Notes: This is something that I wrote in the midst of the grief that consumed me after finding my father dead. He had committed suicide in our home, leaving me to find him and then in the after math hold what semblance of a family I had left together.
Author's Location: Palos Hills, Illinois
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