VxPoem ID: 8317
Posted: January 1st. 2005 3:10:07 AM
Drascos thoughs Jan 1 2005
Age Group: Adult
well this might not be poetry. well ok its not. i could not find what i was looking for, so i put my thoughts here. My wife and are are going through some pretty rough times right now. most of it because of who i am. not because of my befiefs for she shares thoughs, but for who i am inside. I dont know where to look for help. I am in the military and that is now help at all so i thought i would put my thoughs here. please parden the speeling and gramer. my thoughst tend to be faster then i can correct. now as to my beleifs...... well i dont know if you would call me pagan or wican or what exactly. i belive in the gifts of the mind and spirit. i have done castings and i can see in to a person, well most people anyway. no i will not tell you what i see about another person and there are only 2 people i can't see. yep you may have guessed me and my wife. i can not read my self and i am blocked from her not by her but by something else. this is a good thing in a way because i cant then be who she wants me to be for then i would not be my self. but my self is a hard person to find. i dont know just where i stand in life where my life is going, i do know that i am about to loss the mostimportand part of me though. she has been my life line for 9 years now. it come that we part of my doing. i have been hurting her heart for too long. no harm intended just not thought through. i make a good but lousy husband. she has strugald through a 3 1/2 years of marrage by no small means. she is my one and only as corny as that may sound. i can not do her harm. so i hurt now to save her later i guess you could say. but i dont know what to do with out her because she realy is my life line she is my reason everthing i have gaind in the last 9 years of life was eather for or because of her. i now i can live alone i just dont know how and i am scared. my hands shake and the tears fall in part for my loss but mainly because i wasted so much of our time together. as is always said if i could only go back. but i cant the deeds be done and the price be paid. so for her i would go willingly to the headsmen with my head held high. life goes on they say but what am i left with but the wonderings of a love sick fool who could have done so much more but wated tell it was to late......well that is all lol i will leave you with tonight. sorry for the rablings and rantings. please feal free to contact me with your thoughs. that is if you find this and if you get this far.. may all you lives be fille d with the joy of love for i have loved and am losing for i did not want to realize what i had goodnight to you all and for thoughs who care happy new year
Author's Notes: lol long and so not poetic grammer bad spelling worse the rablings of a fool losing his love such is my life if you made it this fare i say i am sorry i needed to put my thoughsd somewhere so here i put
Author's Location: Leesville, Louisiana
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