VxPoem ID: 35305
Posted: February 2nd. 2009 6:55:53 PM
end of the month.
by little white wolf
Age Group: Adult
how dare you
clame you love me and crush my heart
one week with you and allredy moor tears have cascaded down my cheeks than ever before in my lifetime.
you know you can lay
you are free to take any woman
any pleasure that you chuse.
and i feel you abuse the privlege
my lips sewn shut and my eyes locked on you
my heart beats softer
my life drains threw cold fingertips
i give myself a month at this life you have given me
the excitement drama and tears
the love that knows no bounds betewne us
i give you my heart and a peace of my soul.
you claim the same
and you still lay
stay out all night never telling me where you were
laying with anouther when you say "i only want you"
im so far past the brakeing point
where do i go from here?
my mind is telling me not to care
everything from my experiance is telling me i will only b hurt
self preservation is screaming at me 2 not get attatched
and my heart is telling me i love you
my body is telling me i need you.
there is so much hurt i can never revele to you.
wat good would it do
i will be gone soon
i feel my life sliping as we speek
i cant read you
you are a river strong determand
flowing to fast for me to have a hope to cross and not drownd.
you will kill me amor
my heart my soul my body its all yours
and like a flower it is wilting even with your careing tutch
i dont know how to take being out of my eliment
iv allways ben domonant in controle level headed and never so short sighted.
how why i chase after you like a puppy i dont know
i am under your spell
you are in controle.
how on this earth can i cope without you being apart of me
how can i live on without you.
i need you and i want you yet your makeing yourself into my poison.so deep apart of me i cant let you go
in a sence your my heroin feel so good feel so rite but you are so so bad for me.i dont wanna let you go
i dont wanna walk away
i cant turn my back on you.
wat the *** can i say.
you have given so much
showed me a love iv never had.
how in the name of *** do i make you happy
how do i ceep you from doing wut feals so good to you.
you can *** any girl you want
have her any day of the week
thats all that bothers me
its killing me
i told you you could sed it dident bother me.
its killing me eating me up inscide
i can not share you like i shared the outhers
you are free to do as you please.
love who you want to love.
and i guess im going to have 2 hate the women you take.
i wanna hate you and i should for all the drama and suspence. but i love you i dont think i can ever bring my self to hate you.even if i wanted to you are to much a part of me.
i can not turn my back on a brother or a mate.and betwene the too of you i dont know who is a brother whose a mate.i wish the too of you were the same person so ***en bad but that inpossable i guess.to much to ask.
the simple life i dreamed.a cupple kids.make my mother proud care for the woman who cared so loveingly for me.have a family a little house.maby a dog.i never cared before about includeing a mate in the senerio long term but you have made yourself apart of it.
seeing you in my bed.sprawled out in geer that was ment to protect you help save your life.a bulit threw your head.blood draining out of every hole soaking into the sheets your blood drained with the last of wut i knew of sanity the silly thought i actueally had a handle on life.i dont know wheter tot hank you or curse you.
but i have to thank you.
thank you steven for saveing my life
thank you danny for saveing my heart
brother and mate.wat the *** am i going to do. who is it i am going to be forced to chuse.who ever it is i wil hate for riping away the outher.
i dont wanna loose eather of you.but in the end i know i will loose both.
some how im looking foreword to the end of the month.
Author's Notes: kp mine find a friend.
Author's Location: malden, Massachusetts
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