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Weather Magick: Who is Responsible for the Weather?
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On Coven and Claws
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Destroying to Create: A Lesson from the Dead
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Death of a Friendship within the Craft
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Some Pagan Prayers
Lunar Insight Moon Musings: Bramble and Cerridwen
The Holocaust Survivor (Part II)
September 8th. 2013 ...
Introduction to the Five-way Road: A Pagan Pilgrimage
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The Holocaust Survivor (Part 1)
Giving and Helping
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August 25th. 2013 ...
Mother Nature’s Way: Forging a Distinctly American Path
Healing Moon Ritual
Unconditional Love: The Paradox of Perfect Love
Earth to Soul/Sole
August 18th. 2013 ...
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Finding the Right Coven
The Knowledge Found in Silence
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“I Survived a Weekend with Galina Krasskova”
The Charges of the Goddess and God with Commentary
August 4th. 2013 ...
Fair Weather Witches
Pagan Studies II: Modern Paganism in the Americas
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Crystals 101: A Helpful Guide For Beginners
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My Pagan Manifesto
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I'm a Witch, Not a Wiccan: A Brief Summary of Broad Pagan Designations
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July 14th. 2013 ...
Ramblings of a Pagan Guy: Stupid Clichés We Use (Part II)
Pagan Humanism: A Tradition of Rational Religion
Moon/Planetary Musings: The Holly King and John Barleycorn
July 7th. 2013 ...
Coping With Depression: Learning to Dance with the Sacred Twins
Shamanic Healing of Anxiety and Panic Attacks
Humility and Community Service
H is for Hubris
June 30th. 2013 ...
How To Feel The Energy Around You
Planning A Ritual
Why Pagans Might Benefit from Counseling Techniques
The Weight of Contemplation: When the Silent Self Grows Louder
June 23rd. 2013 ...
Magick and Play
Tarot Spell for Protection
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June 16th. 2013 ...
How To Stay Spiritual Amidst This Chaos?
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The Solitary Road and Personal Power
Article ID: 8736
Age Group: Adult
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Author: Crystal Blanton
Posted: October 3rd. 2004
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When I came to this path I had been looking for my spiritual self for some time. A new friend introduced me to Wicca, sparking something in me. I read so much information in such a short period of time my brain was overloaded with various traditions, beliefs, gods, goddesses and a host of other things.
I had a fear of joining a coven yet wanted more. I thought that, without a coven, I would not be able to advance and learn. So many books made references to studying in a coven and listed solitary as if it was a last resort. After much internal debate, speaking with my friend and overcoming the fear, I set out to find a group. And I found one.
Recently, after more than a year of study in this group, I decided to leave for many different reasons.
In reflection of my experience in a coven I have realized that I have learned many things, but not specifically about the Craft. I have learned a lot about group dynamics, honesty, integrity and the ability to trust my own instincts.
My experience in a coven, however, isn't all negative as it has brought me to my own understanding and feelings about being a solitary practitioner. To be solitary is to trust myself, my knowledge and my judgment. To be solitary means that I am responsible for myself and my own karmic return.
It is the realization that it's not about how much you know or the right or wrong way to do something. It is about my individual connection to the earth, the universe and the Lord & Lady. It is about what feels right to me and not necessarily how others interpret my spiritual growth.
As I am approaching this place in my journey, I feel empowered in knowing that I have the answers inside of me. It doesn't matter which degree I have or any of the other aspects I consider to be religious politics. It only matters how I feel about my spiritual connections in my life.
So often we are conditioned to believe that everything in life is in black and white, right or wrong. And, with that ingrained in us, we seek outside people to "show" us for fear that we may do it wrong. What we sometimes fail to understand is that right and wrong is a concept. It is a box of morals and rules that are subject to everyone's individual interpretations. So, in reality, nothing can be black and white because as humans we are all different shades of grey.
This is not to say that covens, groups or teachers are bad things. I think that everything has its place in my learning experience. But it is to say that, when we as pagans go into the world looking for spiritual leaders and/or covens, we should keep things in perspective.
Everyone holds the power inside themselves. Everyone's journey is different. Everyone has knowledge inside.
A group should enhance and add to your experience, but it is still your experience. It doesn't matter if you are sitting in circle alone or with the highest of High Priestesses, your connection with the Divine is a very personal one; a connection that no one else can replace or give you.
As a solitary I am relearning how to celebrate alone. When I began thinking about leaving the group I was in, I had the same fears of going solitary as the fears I had in the beginning of joining a group. It is truly amazing how things go full circle.
As a solitary I have really discovered that my attention needs be focused around my connections with the universe and the spirit and away from structure. The freedom in realizing that I can do whatever feels right to celebrate the Sabbats or Esbats is indescribable. Whether a ritual, feast, meditation, prayer, bike ride or walk outside in the elements, anything can be an act of honoring the Lord and Lady and the turn of the wheel.
Personal power is something that everyone has but is so easily given away. In making a decision to be solitary I have decided to keep mine.
When I first began this path I was afraid to do any magical work without guidance. I celebrated the Sabbats and began meditating but didn't feel that was enough. I realize that I didn't have the confidence in my spiritual self but that has changed some in the last 2 years and is continuing to grow more solid everyday.
Once I got that I held the power within myself; rituals, meditations and celebratory activities gained more power. I am finding that the key to feeling power and raising energy as a solitary is confidence. The difference in my personal power today versus a year ago has grown and shows itself in my work.
When exiting the coven I was in, I didn't exactly understand that. It became apparent to me the minute I did some work as a solitary. "In perfect love and perfect trust" doesn't just apply in a coven setting. It applies in our relationship with the Lord and Lady, the universe and most importantly within ourselves. I am learning to have perfect love and perfect trust with my spiritual self and my own personal power.
I have a nice group of solitary friends that I hang out with for friendship and spiritual connections. Today when I connect with friends for magical purposes, I come as myself, as my own high priestess. And my journey continues... .
There is this saying that says, "Wherever you go, there you are". I say that to others in my job on a weekly basis but never applied it to myself.
Whether I am solitary or in a coven, it is my energy, power, knowledge, strength and hope that I take with me. What an empowering thought! I now understand that the power I experienced as a part of the coven was mine.
I am a woman, a mother, a wife, a daughter, a friend, a heart, a human. I am powerful, strong, knowledgeable, spiritual... ... ... I am a Pagan, I am a Witch, I am a Solitary.
Location: Bay Area, California
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Bio: I am a 28 year old Pagan mother, been married for 6 years and I am very close to my family and my parents. I work full-time in the drug and alcohol treatment field. I have been a practicing pagan for about 2 years. I consider myself to be an eclectic Wiccan/Pagan. I try not to limit or label myself. My passion in life is my family, enjoying a good book, learning what life has to offer, connecting with my spiritual self, giving back to my community and spending time with good friends.
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