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Magickal Path: Tradition Of Shadow Lore
Age Group: Adult
Sun Sign: Aquarius
Relationship Status: Long-term relationship
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Located in: Rochester, New York
Likes: Magickal Experimentations, Natural Conservation, Wildlife, Outdoor Religious Activities, Pagan Music, Pagan Activities, Pagan Cuisine, Paranormal Research & Exploration, My Pagan Mate, My Haunted Home, Being a Priest of the Shadow Tradition Of Lore.
Dislikes: Religious persecution and forced ideology because of "What would Jesus do"., Ignorant and selfish Wiccans who think those that follow an "old path" couldn't possibly know anything about Paganism. I also have a beef towards anyone who treats the Goddess religion as an exclusively "women's" faith where all men should tuck their winkies from view and speak when only desired.
Lord Archaeus's Profile...
Sometimes it helps to be able to reflect back on your past.
In being able to more closely examine any and all potential mistakes or successes in determining how we may better enact changes or improvements in our personal lives. Where the most difficult part is in not permitting ourselves in becoming victim minded.
Reflecting on my own past, it became approximately evident when my strength of will had engaged fully in creating a protective barrier between psyche and that of the physical abuse of which I had been subjected to as a child.
My personal origins stem from having been raised within a severely violent dysfunctional family.
Sodomized by an uncle at the age of eight where there had been no protection nor any support of any kind by family even though they had all been aware of its occurrences.
Sexually abused by various members from my mothers side of the family while also being regularly beaten by a step father who before having met my mother had done the same to his own two natural sons and their mother.
Imprisoned in a room for eighteen hours a day with no food nor toilet where my only release from the constant sense of loneliness and betrayal were the sounds of jets taking off from the local airport and my view from the only small single window provided which was also permanently sealed.
Later in life it was expected of me by the “family” to forget all these “minor” details so as not to cause the family any embarrassment.
My natural father had also proven no better than anyone else who primarily was all about himself.
Moving the clock back to April 4th 2005, the day my mother died. Watching the family act as vultures in making sure that nothing of which was my mothers would ever rightfully go to her only son.
It’s sad. but my so called hereditary family were nothing more than pathetic excuses of humanity. People who were capable of tremendous acts of depraved behavior and selfish money grubbing acts against even the innocence of a mere child.
Nice to have been treated as a freak and outcast by even your own blood. But why not, for who better to slice the flesh than those who know you best.
The positive which came from having survived such a past was in also being able to continuously survive the ignorance and hatred being exhibited by other individuals, people who you will meet in your daily existence. For in this world there are many more monsters which lurk. Where the one element you must always be mindful of is never permitting yourself to become one yourself.
To their credit, those whom had been the elders of my spiritual tradition Shadow Lore, when first they had received me as a broken and shattered individual, an individual who back then was more emotionally dead and hollowed and scarred, had they begun the long and tedious process of assisting me in rebuilding who I was and in restoring my fragmented existence to a point where I could once more return back to my own path of destiny.
They had embraced me where I had willingly permitted myself to exist in a reality which was more primitive and yet theologically more advanced than what had then been a more Catholic dominated society. This was in the days when businesses were closed on Sunday because it was the Lords day.
They had also taught me survival skills which even now have never failed me.
But the one strongest gift of salvation which they had bestowed upon me was their level of powerful and unquestionably spiritual knowledge regarding magick and the abilities and natural interactions between the human mind and that of the invisible influence of the supernatural and paranormal world which I had found in being an aspect of existence which had strongly resonated within my inner being.
And thus because of their intervention had I more than just merely survived a horrific past.
I had discovered myself transcended. Where today I use my learning and my abilities and talents to assist others who come seeking understanding and nurturing of both themselves, this world, as well as the reality which exists beyond it.
I have chosen now to reveal more about myself in response to the increased numbers of reported suicides amongst our young and despondent adults who had felt there had been nowhere else to turn. for the world can be a cruel and indifferent place. Never seeming to care about anyone who doesn't seem to fit in.
But there is hope and a special place for anyone who feels themselves rejected and unloved. There is even a place for those who have been abused and hated.
When people ask I tell them that I was forged from an anvil of pain. Where anyone reading this may likewise feel the same.
But I survived against insurmountable odds. In-spite of all the hatred which even now is waged against me by those who themselves are monsters which continuously live in denial.
Yes, I did survive.
And so can you.
Never let anyone tell you otherwise.
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