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VxPoem ID: 16274

Category:
personal_life

Posted: September 17th. 2005 2:59:48 PM

Views: 1498

Some Things Haven’t Changed

by Widdershins

Age Group: Adult



Some things haven’t changed
They just… stay the same
Sounds foolish to dwell on meaningless details
Realized nowadays that this was worth it
The bitter spilling that made life hell
It was all worth well
Why did fate arrange so carefully my doom?
Negativity! You come from me!
Do you want to live on within me
Or am I your secret heir
Why hasn’t anyone left you right there
Why carry you and give you as a light
When in the darkest times you only burn the hand of the holder
Does it make any sense to you, all this around me?
There are things on the floor, on the counters, tables, thoughts
My mind is reeling, feelings screaming
But I cannot bring it out unprovoked!
Why does it hide, does it not want to torment me?
Stay dormant within me until the time is wrong
That’s what you are waiting for, perhaps a melancholy song?
Who is to blame! I want to blame this on someone!
It is not so simple, though
I may wish… but I will never hear the siren
My head has been ripped apart by my own screams of agony
Now all I can do is wallow or swallow
And I care not to share my pains with anyone
The room swims… and I care not… let me suffer then
But then let me suffer!
Don’t hide in me any longer!
I cannot bear it, and the memories of old nostalgias are of no use!
Let me be, you evil! You vile enemy of life!
You teacher, why are you so cruel?
Why do you come to me through those things that I hold highest
Why do you pierce me when it is beauty I hear, beauty I see
Where to has fled life’s simplicity!
This is not where I want complexity, and will… will I ever be saved…
And who… will it be, who saves me?
Do I not save myself in hopes that someone else will?
Would I kill myself by doing that, destroy my life…
It will NEVER be the same.
Never can I return here without all of this tormenting me forever
Unless the only key will be turned
For now it sits sorely within me
Lodged and twisting painfully, but not unlocking anything at all…
WHEN WILL THIS IDIOTIC FRENZY BE REDUCED IN SIZE?
WHEN CAN I BRING MY COMPRAMISE, WHAT MUST I DO?
Who is it that can tell me… who I want to…?
One of you must do this. You must do this…




Author's Notes: Yus, written for him, when it still hurt.

~Sheila


Author's Location: Szeged, Hungary
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