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VxPoem ID: 17442

Category:
personal_life

Posted: October 27th. 2005 1:03:39 PM

Views: 1338

I hate (er, mild language)

by Widdershins

Age Group: Adult



It's not something I'm going to hide today
I have to say it some way
And the best way I know is to say it like it is
I hate... YES I HATE!
No, I'm not twisted
And no I'm not going to hurt
But my thoughts are wild and angry
Drowning out my morals
My upbringing
My feelings... my feelings are overwhelming
I'm proud of having such good days
With the knowledge that there's someone
Who took away too much and gave little back
It was the fluency of things that they lack
Take it back! you bastard, I HATE YOU!
For everything you've done
No love in this world could make me endure
What you do
You think that you can cause me more suffering?
'cause now I insulted you
I let you know your words hurt
So you ignore me
And look at me now!
The one thing that stamped out what came crashing down
'Twas your own undoing, my love
The one thing that put out the burning hell
Was the hell of anger
And yes, I hate you
Very much
Perhaps my anger shall pass
But even if it does
I shall never forgive...
One day you'll get it back
And I so dearly desire to see you beg
But if fate doesn't want it, to hell with you and your memory
I can't care anymore.
My fall was for you
And you were the one to cut me
Forever it will bleed
And no... I'll never forget...
Who knows? Maybe tomorrow I won't hate you
But now... I hate you with every fiber of my being
I hate you so much for everything
Even more than that other person in my past
I hate you all the more
Especially now, especially today
Just know... you're the one who lost
Who knows? Maybe I won't hate you forever
But I'll never forgive... never let it back

I'm not your angel anymore......




Author's Notes: If you want to know the story, go ahead and ask. And the line "I'm not going to hurt"... :) It's a double meaning, I don't just mean on the outside.

To hell with you, though I know you'll never read this, but I could care less.

And the line "I'm not your angel anymore"... Nightwish, "Wish I Had an Angel", Once, number 2. Called me his angel... damn him...

~Sheila


Author's Location: Szeged, Hungary
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