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VxPoem ID: 17475
Posted: October 28th. 2005 7:04:12 PM
It’ll All End in Suicide
Age Group: Adult
I’m so good now
I’m on the right track
I’m alright about myself…
I just wish to hell I didn’t want him back.
I hate him, I love him
I don’t want this to go on
The drums are really getting fast now
The war and pain is the reflection
Of all slain hopes
In light of love – destruction rules
And I bury myself in metal
To escape you, but you’re everywhere
You ended something more
Than I ever thought
I am love, I am hate
Loving, sadly, hating like mad
You don’t know what hurts, so bad…
I’m writing in circles
Because everything is looking too empty
The emotions are so low
And all I have left are the steel walls…
I have a week of freedom
But what that means is to be trapped
In the prisons of my mind…
Finally work had a meaning for me
Something to look forward to
And all the faces…
And now I’m supposedly free.
My reality is crashing, and I’m not admitting
I had a dream… it was too complete
I can’t figure out what’s next…
I can’t believe it
Someone tell me what happened!
All I know is that if this continues
If I’m alone for too long
It’ll all end in suicide…
Author's Notes: What can I say? How can one enjoy a break when one is alone and depressed... after that...
Author's Location: Szeged, Hungary
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