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VxPoem ID: 18096

Category:
personal_life

Posted: November 25th. 2005 10:04:02 AM

Views: 1342

Little Devil, Revenge on you (contains language!)

by Widdershins

Age Group: Adult



>.< Little Devil, Revenge on you

> little devil
.< little yard bird
Condemned to the voices so goddamn absurd!
Wise words (so you feel)
Made to hurt… /silence/
Spinning lies, feelings in the dirt
It was goddamn hard work! Stamped into the ground again
Little rainbow
Made for you, but
Stretching too far for me to reach
Its secrets kept, in a dream’s keep
There I was
Following the wise men who seek
But they will lead me nowhere
Not near to the man I look for, too near to you
Only one, no choice
Goddamn it I should have listened to that voice!
Maybe it’s not so good, it said
And what did I do, if not protest?
Robbed of the comfortable and hateful connection
You were ASHAMED to admit you even knew me
How was it that I didn’t see…
Answers boiling in the arteries of life, are spilling…
Slaughtering the finest webs of deceit you spun
…Today – Falling to my aching knees to catch the glimpse
Denied, of course, the day I had awaited
And waited for in vain – those sounds!
They’re given to me, are they not? – Still today… ended
Now they are undeniably about my life… continued
So violently calm I could shake a gold piece or two
From the grasp of the lynched phantoms it wants to be… finished
And beginning… are
Your words /and mine/
“Let’s pretend
Let’s say that you’re the bad guy
And I’m going to kill you now
Ok, so die
Alright, now stop breathing
And make your heart stop beating
I can still hear it, this is no fun
And I didn’t mean for reals!
Just let me get the feel of the game
You’re boring, all you do is the same
Come on, I dare you… what, can’t you make it stop?
“Let’s play…
Now this time /I’ll/ be on the good side
And I’m going to save your life
I’ll be noble and I won’t hurt you
Pretend that you want to hurt me, though
But don’t really! Ok, now let’s play that you’re hitting me
Hey, MOM! She hit me! She hit me!”
/…But you told me to/
She’s lying!
/…No, I’m not!/
Tattle-tale!
You’re weird
Go away
I’m bored with you
Hey! Run away from home!
Alone! Come here on the road!

/Had I but a sword in my hand
I’d wield it before your eyes
And force you to your knees
And force you to look in these eyes
Make you promise, within inches of taking your life
That you’ll never cause me a minute of strife
Make you swear, that my heart will sooner beat
Than yours continues to spin the veils of deceit
Condemn you to the eternity of your hell
Created in your selfish needs to hurt me
Don’t spare minute now! We’re running out of time
The dawn is near, remember you promised me your life?
I'd laugh in your face and show you my true nature
You used me one too many times
That… was a grave mistake
And yes, I will make you pay
Everything… for everything, for all the years
That you caused me my tears
Backstabber
You’ll never know how I hated it all
You’ll never find out how I felt so goddamn small
You’ll see that I’m tougher than a piece of steel
The only way you’ll stop me from my revenge
Is if you give in, just inches to the end
I thirst for your bloody defeat
I want to feel your lies die at your feet
I want to see the look of horror on your face
As each and every memory is retraced
I’ll show you your tainted record of so many past times
And in each and every one of them, I’ll be the one who’s right
I’ll be the one who’s worth anything at all
Your great dynasty shall suffer and fall
No one is going to like what they see
Most especially you, and least of all me
This is MY victory!
New times have arisen
And my life is coming together into one piece
I never knew I hated you
Until I went back in time to release
I found you there, tormenting me
And I saw myself doing as you bid
Now its my turn to see you beg
You’ll be wishing that you could undo all
That you did!
You… how dare you keep me waiting
When I deserved your immediate reply
Do you think I’ll beg for your company
After all that… tell me why!
You think I’ll love you like my sister
When you made my heart blister
Every time you saw I’d stepped a wrong way
You told the tattle-tales all day
You couldn’t resist the ***ing bait!
I submitted to your idiotic games
Because you were always right all the same
The authorities eyes were either blind or elsewhere
They all informed me that you were the right one
Because when you were here, you were the GUEST
And when you were there, you were the master of the house
Either way, it was always you!
Never me, I was always wrong
My own defenses betrayed me at the insulted look you gave
My own left me behind, and at other times spoiled me
To make up for it all
But I was so well-brought up
I never took advantage of anything
I never got away with anything
I was always in the losing position with everything
You dominant, selfish bastard, destroying my life
You know, I’m glad I never see you
No blood could ever explain away all the pain
All the feeling alone
Keeping the ***ing peace
When I should have torn you to little shreds
I was the stupid one, no matter how gifted
Of course, that part was ignored
I did better than you in some places
But the rest, you rubbed it in
Where I was less than perfect
Where being less than perfect was a sin
Who the hell are you to gauge it!
Who the *** are you to be my supervisor
When the time between our ages is SO
Astronomically FAR away
How many days? Boast with your meager, advantaged age!
You know better, you’re older
You show off your friends and treat me like dirt
You had no idea how much that hurt!
Banding up against me like that
Trying to sneak me out, such a stupid plan!
What the hell point, when all you could do
Was make me feel miserable…
But I, the “o, good one”
Never betrayed you
Never told on you
Never banded up on you
Never denied knowing you
Never boasted to you
Never broke or destroyed your things
Never told you so many lies
Never asked you to do things forbidden
Never tried to get out of trouble and let you stand alone
Never got mad at you for treating me like dirt
Never complained
Never insulted your Shining intelligence
Never tried to be better than you
Never tried to be the good one in light of how bad you supposedly were
Never tried to put the blame on you when I was at fault
Never denied you friendship when you needed it
Never asked you not to make other friends
Never told you how bored I might have been with something you said if I know it would hurt
Never tried to hurt you
Never tried to be right when I knew I was wrong
Never got your mother to slap you
Never divulged your secrets
Never tried to always put you in the bad guy position
Never forced my ideas onto you
Never denied you your enjoyment
Never questioned your intelligence
Never tried to make you jealous
Never was jealous of your attention, you leech!
Never boasted about something I knew I had but was out of your reach
Never called you names
Never told you that you were a cry baby when you cried
But you… you did all of these
And I still didn’t put any blame on you
But if you think you can use me on like you once did for so many years
This time you’ll be the one to soak in tears
You ***ing screwed it up with me forever now
It’ll take a lot to live this one down!
You’re faced with a warrior, not a weakling
You’re faced with a woman, not a little girl
You’re faced with all I’ve become, with all my strength
No longer easily influenced nor convinced
Next time you tell me your bored with something… *** off!
Then what the hell are you doing it for?/




Author's Notes: The things written like this /so and so/ are meant to be in italics. It's important. :D

This is about someone I knew from a very, very long time ago............

Walk in Light,
~Sheila


Author's Location: Szeged, Hungary
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