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VxPoem ID: 24639

Category:
personal_life

Posted: October 1st. 2006 10:16:44 AM

Views: 864

Ending the Fantasy story… forever…

by Widdershins

Age Group: Adult



It began like a dream, continued
like a Fantasy… a mere game played,
experienced and yearned for
to manifest into reality…
but it always remained some strange, tormenting
Fantasy… the Green Fantasy…
inside myself as a player, I’d lost control
it became more than a mere sauntering
into realms beyond the divine…
the realm of falling inside a heart, when
it was all an illusion…
yes, we tried to change it… make the Fantasy
into a Reality…
and failed… miserably.
Trapped inside my dream
I’d seen my true realities rip repeatedly
my heart torn out endlessly, vulnerable
to a game of playing at perhaps unintentional cruelty…
something deemed unreal, but it was real to me
even if I was the only one
who ever took the dream seriously…
the Sleepwalking in lands of remote seduction
the taste of purely bred loneliness
a swift touch of the mind and a grab at truth
but missed…
aimed now at lies…
but amidst the turmoil had come reality, calling
for me to return…
and so I returned with a painful slap of life…
and can only hope that I’m not the only one who got it
in that blunt way…

I’ll be fine, without you, my Fantasy…
I’ve realized you cannot become my Reality,
no matter how untruly beautiful it seemed…
through it all, it always stayed just a dream
no matter how many times I woke in the night
sweating and suppressing a scream of frustration…
occasionally indulging in the elation of your existence…
no more…

Destiny awaits me, yes… and no matter
how real all the suffering, jealousy and love were
no more can I stir life in you… nor do I wish to.

Goodbye, Green Fantasy… goodbye from my heart
and may you live on somewhere in memories, but there
alone… no longer inside me… as I
am no longer in you…

October 1, 2006




Author's Notes: Goodbye, my drow.


Author's Location: Szeged, Hungary
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