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VxPoem ID: 29946


Posted: August 28th. 2007 11:43:19 AM

Views: 1010

It’s that love-hate sort of thing

by Widdershins

Age Group: Adult

Fine, I’ll say it… I’ll say it for once, and I’ll keep
to it too… every little meaning behind the words:
I – as in myself, before the window, mirror, so I
you… I’m not falling into any cliché, it’s the truth,
and when I say it, repeat it, I taste it on my tongue
I wonder why I’ve never said it before… because
before, there was no one
to say it to…
“I love you…”
in the deepest moments I suppose I felt the emotion
and while I looked at your pictures I felt the same
surge urging me to press onward, to capture more
memories next to you… but until now
I’ve never thought
what if I loved you…
In the lightest laughter is hidden all my pain, wrapped
inside a little black silk, just to make everyone who
doesn’t care not want to touch it, fear what’s in there
it’s another feeling
that can’t be expressed
yet the simplest way is just to stop moving and confess,
it’s just the only truth I’ve seen while listening to you,
and when I feel myself unraveling, it’s hard for you to
keep being next to me, I make it difficult, but you say
you – as in who stands in front of me, arms around me, you
me… and I’ll believe you, because you’re still here,
even though sometimes I’ve thought I hated you, for
little things that have burned me – but they burn inside
you even more, they’re your scars… and sometimes you
are really to fault, but then again so am I… so sometimes
I might hate you, but all in all, behind my scars, I just
you. I don’t mean anything by what I sometimes say
sometimes I’m just screaming from all the humiliation
that I’m still carrying today… sometimes I hate the way
I can become so weak, how sometimes you don’t find
it in yourself to comfort me, but at least you share
the same pain
we’re together
in the same…
because love keeps throwing us back together, no matter
how many times we’ve made each other hurt, and become
bitter… sometimes you bring out the sunshine, and that’s
all that I live for…
sometimes you try to cage me, control me, and I break free
each time but cutting my every nerve to just say goddammit
let me be! There’s only one thing that could cause me to still
be here, to still stand next to you, no matter how many times
you keep up the storm of hurt coming my way… because
I’m not empty by your side, you say
love me…
and I believe you… because even when I hate everything
about your person, in truth, I’m smiling somewhere
because I love you…
it’s a love-hate thing, it’s my brand of being with someone
it may seem harsh at times, but when I’m really feeling alone
I have you to fall back on, and when you lash out not because
of something I’ve done, I’ll still love-hate everything
every little thing about you.

August 28, 2007

Author's Notes: I like... never write love poetry. XDDDD Blame it on the liiiink!!!!! XD Well, I really am that type of person, I tend to get into love-hate relationships, but that's just the way I am. ^^ Not unhappy, I am, but when something goes wrong then I just write a lot of dark poetry about it and that's all.

Author's Location: Szeged, Hungary
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