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VxPoem ID: 34007

Category:
personal_life

Posted: August 27th. 2008 1:10:06 AM

Views: 368

The Mistake

by Rosen Ninkip

Age Group: Adult



My blood runs in its bright velvet crimson.
My lips go cold. Your hands warm on my cheek.
You know the truth.
Magic is in the room as you kiss me
as if it was the last time. Asking me why?
My soul is dying for more.
The lust that burns within the dark.
Dangerous games are being played.
Such an amature move; I scream.
You know you've lost me.
You wish you could save me.
We both know I can't go back to what
I was. All I am is a fragile lost child.
Just wanted to be held in my loneliness.
Is there no flame bright enough to save me
from the darkness in my heart?
I am so open I don't know how you can't see
it.
I scream and scream but no one can hear me.
My voice is miles away from me.
I'm going limp. A shivering that won't subside.
Can you please save me?
I know I was wrong.
Free falling into nothingness.
If only I had the light that kept you strong.
I don't want to go now, I want to stay now.
If only,
If only I was stronger long enough to realize you
were always by me.
I want to stay, I want to stay by you.
Now its too late.
I'm fading.
I look at you and I see you are dying inside.
I cry so hard I wish I could change my mistake.
The paramedics are trying to stop the bleeding.
I should of been stronger.
I should of lost myself in your light.
Now I have ruined your perfect light.
You're turning gray.
Repulsed and sick of myself.
Lingering hurts so much.
My skin more pale.
You stare at my sleeping body.
You kiss me hoping I wake up so you can see my
hazel green eyes once more.
You die every time you think you could of
stopped me if you got to me quicker.
If only
If only I was stronger to stay longer for you.
I should of known you'd always be by my
side.
I was a fool.
Forgive me as I transcend to another place.
Forgive me as I leave you behind,
Forgive me but don't forsake me.
Weakness consumed me.
I wish
I wish I had one more chance at this life.




Author's Notes: I AM NOT DEPRESSED OR SUICIDAL!!!
So now that i got that out of the way. I got inspired to write this because my cup of cranberry juice fell to the floor.


Author's Location: Palmdale, California
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