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Posted: June 12th. 2004 3:20:28 PM

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First Lights - First Words........

by Paganus AlbusBarba

Age Group: Adult

Words -
Thoughts -
Desires -
Dreams -

Lost -
Seeking -
Searching -
Finding Direction -
Find "Guides" -
"Spirit Guides" ......

Understanding -
Sometimes Not Understanding -
Questions - Answers?......
Not always -
But sometimes -
Answers are Questions -
Questions are Answers that
circle back in and around -
back to where it all began -

Words -
Thoughts -
Desires -
Dreams -
Hopes -
Prayers and

Sometimes the most diffucult thing to do -
is to say -
"I don't yet understand -
I am still learning - Give me time....."
Sometimes the most difficult thing to do
is to hear -
"You have time.
You are welcomed....."
Accepting the No is easy -
Acccepting the Yes is much more difficult -
when all is new - and nothing is familiar........

This scribbling scribe is again here.
I am still reading and learning.
Give me time.
I will read.
I will learn.
In time -
I will more completely understand.........

So thus it was -
So thus it is -
So thus it be.......

Benedictus bonum spiritas sanctus excellsior sum....


Author's Notes: Greetings.
Hail and Well Met.
Yes - I am again here.
{And my typing is still not the best....}
I am interested in learning.
My "Guides" -
Please Do Not Laugh -
have been leading me somewhere.
I still do not know where.
I am here.
I am learning.
I will learn.
I am - as Scott Cunningham said -
"A Solitary...."
It may take me much longer -
but I will eventually know what is what -
who is who -
why is why -
and what my "guides" are working so hard to tell me.
If you have not giggled yourself silly over my admission of my belief in "guides" -
and if you don't think I am a complete space-case -
perhaps I am in the right place after-all.......

So many do not accept -
So many do not undestand.......
So many do not want to accept or understand.........
I am here at Highland Branch Library.
I do not have access at home.
I am working getting access there.
It's another slow process -
but I will get there -
So -
IF there IS anyone who wants to contact me -
I do ask for your understanding in that it may take me
a few days to get here - read and then respond......
I do thank you for your understanding.....
I thank you for letting me speak......



I still use the Highland Branch Library.
Library is not the only place I am online.
I am now also here - and have been for some time -
at Wyatt's Gaming Lounge in Redlands, CA

I am no longer writing or working for
I am no longer working Security.
Hair is still in braid.
Beard is still grey.
Typing is still lousy and execrable.
Nothing else new or even very interesting.
It's been quiet.

Stay safe and Secure.
Stay Careful and Cautious.

Blessings Be.

{Updated: 02/04/2011 - 3:03 pm Pacific.

Author's Location: Highland, California
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