VxPoem ID: 26820
Posted: February 9th. 2007 11:10:31 PM
I wish I could tell you……
Age Group: Adult
I wish I could tell you…..
That your father comes to “visit” me
In many of my dreams….
I don’t really know why he chose me,
And I wish that my father would
Do the same…but, Instead, I see your
This most recent dream…he spoke
To me…and then he sent me feelings..
Feelings to say”I miss you, and I
Am so proud of you!” He told me..
In the way that he spoke to me, and in
The way that he “felt” the feelings
And sent them along to me…it
Was nice, for me to see the love,
And the pride…but, at the same
Time, I felt…frustrated….why didn’t
My own father come thru to see me?!!
But, I guess, I am supposed to
Just let things be, and relay a
Message or two, so as to
Make “others’ around me
Know the truth!
I wish, I could tell you…..
But, you probably wouldn’t think
that much of “ a dream”, ..that is ,
What I think you might think that's
all" It "really was.
But, it was such a strong dream.
.and I really wanted
to tell you this…I wanted to
Call you or write you, and say”Hey!
Your dad misses the life he shared
With you and your sister, and
I could sense that he was okay
With the fact that he couldn’t stay
Long….telling me these things..and
“Visiting” you all in my dream…
I could hear him tell me, that “he was
Okay, and not to worry about his health..
He was sooo much better, than he had been
In such a long, long time!
And, in truth, I saw him, and he really
Did look like a picture of great health!
I wish I could tell you, that your father,
Really see’s the great and good things that
You both have accomplished and are still
Doing in your lives! He is very proud of the
Two of you!! He is happy that you are doing
He wishes that he could have perhaps lived a
Bit longer…but, not to worry, he does watch
Over you all, from time to time…
He is happy that he loved, and still loves,
And is loved….by all of you!
I wish I could tell you….but, I think that
Just writing this down, will say what I
Need to say…perhaps one day, you might
See the poem…or maybe when I have the
Extra courage to relay the message from him…
I will do just that! Just know that
Your dad is proud of his two “girls” or his
“Two daughters”.He says”regardless of whatever
Choices I didn’t agree with in your lives, it
Really doesn’t matter…because I just want
To say how proud I was to be your father, , and
I really loved being your dad!And I still am!
And tell your mom, I miss her too! Tell her, that
Even though she has moved on with her life..I
Am glad for her..and I miss her and love her too!
I wish all of you good health, and great lives in
Your years ahead…love always, , , A”
Author's Notes: By ladykelshan
Written Friday, February 9th, 2007
I have been having a lot of dreams/visions of an old friend of mine's dad...he keeps showing up in a lot of my dreams... (I really honestly wish that I could dream of MY dad...but, it doesn't happen...at least, not that much...!)
I tend to "visit" or have "visits' from either people I once knew, or never even knew!
But, as for my friend...I wish I could say to her...or thru a mutual friend what he kept saying to me.. (in the poem, it pretty much says what he said to me..and or "felt: and I could actually feel his feelings...but, I think that if I were to say ANYTHING to the mutual friend and or the ex good friend..they would both think I have REALLY" lost it!"
SO, I just have to write it down, as I have seen it...and this was the STRONGEST dream...of him...and I KNOW that he would love for me to tell or relay this message..to her, and her sister...and her mom...but, I am just NOT going to say anything....as I don't really want to look even "kookier" than I look.... (I have always marched to the beat of my own drum...and have always been "different" than others..and that is why I hesitate..to say a thing!)
But, where ever you are, .....and you know who are...
Your father, checks on you, from time to time..you, your sister and your mom...and he is happy and feels good about all of you, and what you are doing in your lives...he misses you , and the life that you all shared..but he says"Do not worry anymore about me, I am fine! I am okay!"
And, in truth, from what I saw in my latest dream...He was!!!!
( I had seen her dad, in real life.. in little market, .before he passed away...I had no idea that he was very, very ill...he had cancer of the skin...and I "knew" something wasn't "right" with him, but, I didn't say or ask him...I just made small talk, and asked him a few questions at the time..and then left the store. He had changed sooo much, , , was shorter, and his skin tone was not good....but, here in this dream...he was vibrant and strong...like I remembered him...in fact, even better, than I remembered him! I thought that this was pretty wonderful! I was very happy for him, to say the least!!!)
I decided, to write to a friend..and let her know...about the dream...but, I also let her know...just tell the mutual friend that it was a "nice dream" and or a "positive dream" that I had...I just do not want to "relable" myself, , , I need to THINK before I just assume that people might want to hear a "dream" from a person....NOt everybody does...I need to remember not to be soooo darn IMPULSIVE!! It isn't always a good thing..and for most people in this world, they don't understand the "unusual thinkers"...the "odd balls" ..I am a thinker on the "outskirts" or on the fringes....I am much more of an emotionally ruled person..., a "sensitive.".and not a linear, logical and or more pracitical thinker..Us People sometimes gotta watch what comes out of our mouths!!! It's okay to think it...but, not always okay to say it!
It's just really, really frustrating...but, I guess I am STILL learning!! Oh well! Whatever happens, happens, ya know?!
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