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VxPoem ID: 31518


Posted: December 28th. 2007 6:37:42 PM

Views: 2118

Thoughts and Philosophies...

by Ladykelshan

Age Group: Adult

Ya is soooo frustrating in ending the old life...Mine that is
the one that I got to binge on all of my favorite junk foods..
I still want to do it..and yet..the one major reminder is..MY Life will be null and void life will be shortened, my life won't be "meaningful" if I continue to eat the stuff that I do...because I Won't be here, any longer!!

I sometimes wonder if the three ghosts of Christmas past will loom up out of the woodwork as if to warn me...of what I am doing to myself at times!

I also wonder if I will dream of spirits trying to warn me or give me signs that I am only going to live for a few years from now. I am scared...okay, petrified..and if I am this way..why do I do what I do?
I used to ask this..and yes, still wonder these types of thoughts..regarding other people and the ways that THEY live their makes ya wonder...

Why did people smoke so much..and then die a horrible death from the illness that THEY made themselves sick from?!
My father died of emphysema...and truthfully..I wanted more than anything for him to live a lot longer...but, nope! He did it "his own stubborn way!!!"
He took not only the easy way out..but, He took himself away from me..and others who loved him sooo much!
He once wrote something in a letter, which really depresses me when I either read it..or think about it. something to the simple effect of Live life..because, once you're dead, , you're dead a whole lot Longer!
See how depressing this is?!!!

Okay, I heard you!! Enough with the depressing thoughts..IT worked!

But, it is soo difficult to know that the people lived their lives.. the way that they wanted to..but, yet..maybe they loved the way that they lived their lives...but, HEY! these people were in my life, ..and they were in all of OURS, ..and they are GONE!!! I sort of feel gypped here!!
Do you ever feel cheated? Like, " Hellloooo!!! YOu did this to yourself..but, did you ever bother to think about all of the others who loved you like nuts?"
Well, if you are one of those that think that NOBODY could or would care about you even in the slightest, if you left this earth???!!!?...HUMPH!! I got news for ya!! YOU are DEAD wrong!! (Pun intended) !

Even if nobody knows you YET...SOMEBODY cares..and a WHOLE LOT of SOMEBODIES' TOO!!!!!
Just to let ya know...there are people out there who give a da**!!!!
Please refrain from using that excuse to smoke one more..or to use something that is sooner or later gonna DISagree with your body in the long run!!!
Please, stay a lil' bit longer..for those of us who are fond of you..and want to BE with you a lil' longer..because YOU amuse, delight, warm, help, inspire, charm, prop, challenge, push, pull, invite, care, share, love, like, move, prove, encourage, show, etc... much..that we do NOT want to lose you!!

I have thought these thoughts often enough that I often tell others to please hear what I am telling them..and thankfully there are others out there.. that tell me things about myself..when I have those down and dreary days too!
I am being as honest as I possible can here..and I know that the others who tell me "do not give up!" they are being just as honest and kind and caring too! I may not know them..but, I KNOW that they care!!!
Likewise..I may not know you..but, I DO care! Since I was a little kid..I have always thought about others in this world..and I really thought about how sad it is that some in this world all that they have to offer is judgment and hatred..and racism..and sexism..and all of the negativity of a true bonehead! But, I have also thought that there are some really amazing and awesome people in this world and on our planet who I would love to oneday meet..and or haven't yet..because they are somewhere "Right around the corner" from where I am in this world too!

Well, I just wanted to say something on the more thoughtful side..and philosophical side as well. I have really been thinking alot about others..and what they are going thru, and just life in general..and doing what all I can do in MINE!

Will write again...
Ciao' for now! ;-)


Author's Notes: Written by ladykelshan
Written Friday December 28th, 2007

A very happy Hip hoppin' new year to all!!!

and Peace!!

Author's Location: Washington, Washington DC
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