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VxPoem ID: 34821

Category:
personal_life

Posted: December 7th. 2008 4:47:13 PM

Views: 1081

Rambled thoughts...

by Ladykelshan

Age Group: Adult



Wanting to be a person that I am not...
only takes me to a place that is deserted and
lonely...
Yearning for things that I could have, but, don't
perhaps I don't really want them, perhaps it's all
just a symptom of what has and is happening all
around my life..

Thinking about things too much, and creating
insane energy all around me...the bad rises with
the good, intermixing and making for bad times.

I try, and I do not try...
and I am still in the same seat, as I was
month after month, and year after year..
still making the same mistakes,
and forgetting things...
and yearning for "BETTER" to happen
but, I have to MAKE it HAPPEN..
and not sit there pondering
WHY?!!




Author's Notes: Written by ladykelshan
Written Sun December 7th, 2008

I stupidly compare myself to others..and when that "game" is going thru my mind..I cannot feel happy, or content in being who I am..and I know, what a sad little person that I have become...that I feel that I MUST live up to OTHER people's stupid standards of living and being and becoming!
I guess it's really time to throw out my towel..and ignore others..and just be as assertive and as aggressive and UNrelentless as I can possibly be!
I am who I am, , and they are just gonna have to deal with that fact..that I prefer THIS way..and NOT their way!!
I am also going to have to love me back..and NOT worry about what THEY think, either..even if it is like a sword in the ribs!


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