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VxPoem ID: 33444

Category:
personal_life

Posted: June 29th. 2008 6:45:36 PM

Views: 816

Heartbreak

by SilverAngelFire

Age Group: Adult



Heartbreak

And so it has arrived
This raging river
Coursing through me
And once again
I succumb to the flood
I bring it on myself I think
I must
Otherwise there is no explanation
Not one that makes sense anyhow
How long ago I asked for this
How perfect I thought it read
How wrong I was
Generalization means nothing
Just that one
No one specific
I just need that one
You can be sure fate will give it
Will show you where to go
But it cannot get you there
And it doesn’t mean you’ll ever make it
Make it back to your home
It is an ugly lesson to learn
Bound in isolation

My confession is this heartbreak
But it shall not linger long
As I force it from my mind
From my soul
Until next time
The next thought or dream

Give me dreams I said
Show us the way
Amidst the sprinkling of stardust
No rest be found til that one is before me
Before us
So many years in silence and you spoke
A plethora of words streamed from your soul
And I understood every last one
I ran like a lost little girl
Fighting it with everything in me
It was not you and could not be
The past ran circles in my mind
The last person on this earth
I can remember that fire
It flowed so deep within you
Empathically I could not bear to look upon you
The frustration and anger was just too much
Then as if a bolt of lightening had struck
It was gone
All that was left was pure magnificence
Beauty, absolute beauty
You shone brighter than any star in the sky
Breathless I remember being
Still it could not be you
It just could not be
So I spoke to you with glib remarks
Picking at your weakness
Like a kindergarten crush I guess
So transparent, so stupid
Pulling hair and kicking dirt
I could never tell you

Coincidence perhaps is all it is
It must be, has to be, and cannot be otherwise
If it were true
If you felt and dreamt as I did
I could not forgive myself
Apologies would never be enough
For I have scarred myself too deeply
And if I have placed this curse upon you
That would be inexcusable
Unforgiveable

It must be that this is just a bad day
Where I can do nothing but drown in a sea of emotion
I will seek my shelter beneath wings of gold
Where I am loved beyond reason
More than anything in this world
Too I hide at times
Behind those blue eyes gleaming across the room
Somehow it is there I find protection
And a few moments of needed rest
Maybe one day I’ll figure out why
And maybe one day it won’t hurt like hell
When I try to let it all go

SilverAngelFire2008




Author's Notes: This is for all the people who feel the need to write love spells and work energy to find their soulmates. I don’t care how perfect you think the words are or how general your intellect tells you it is. Just because you’re not asking for someone specific doesn’t mean you’re not going to hurt someone specific which includes yourself by the way. The powers that be will bring you what you wish for and fate will bite you in the ass once it arrives.


Author's Location: Coral Springs, Florida
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