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VxPoem ID: 37922
Posted: March 20th. 2010 12:41:24 PM
Age Group: Adult
Soon now itís gonna change
These four walls no longer a prison
Take away this hurt
Tearing my heart into tiny jaded pieces
I need to be there
I know I do
Circumstance has rendered me a ghost
A figment of my own imagination
Our little angel
At least you got that half right
Not so much anymore
People change, life changes
Death well that changes everything
Why are people so cruel
I donít think Iíll ever quite get it
Iím doing everything I can but its never enough
I can only hold the tears back for so long
4500 miles from my heart
Is a long road to travel
Donít you see
To you itís just a rose
For me it is every breath I hold deep inside of me
And a promise I wonít let fade
1, 2, 3, 4ÖÖÖ.......20, 21, 22, 23
A month left to go
I donít think Iím gonna make it, again
I know you donít understand me
Really itís ok
I donít guess I need you to anymore
Because this is not about the masses
Itís not about you or him or her or them
Itís not 20 years ago
Or circumstances that I had nothing to do with
It about now, here in my life, my world
The vow Iíve made and will always cherish
You can champion all the adversity you want
Truth be told, I am in complete awe of you
But you cannot and I will not allow you
To erase all this heart believes
Author's Notes: I apologize but I have to babble a bit. I have someone very dear to me that passed away a very long time ago and all I'm trying to do is fulfill a promise I made to always send roses on his birthday if I had the means. Well I have the means its just so far a way that I can't get them there on my own. A couple of years ago I had a friend in the area bring them for me but the circumstance is not black and white and I would not feel comfortable putting him in that position again.
Anyway I tried contacting a local florist and offered to pay extra to no avail. They were just rude and it's really sad how some people can get. What if it were your family member or loved one. There's just no compasion out there sometimes. I'm afraid to ask any other shops because they made me feel like an idiot. Whatever.
Honestly if I could, believe me I would hop on a plane (which I thoroughly dislike) and fly 4000+ miles, lay down the roses and fly right back home again just to keep this promise because it means that much to me. Stupid, yeah probably, but it is who I am and the one thing in me that will never change.
Author's Location: North Lauderdale, Florida
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