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Posted: January 7th. 2005 11:19:05 PM
Drasco's thoughts Jan 7 2005 p2
Age Group: Adult
return of a wife= end of an eara start of my life? what will happen when my wife walks though that door. 3 weeks now without her 2 with the psibility of a life with out her. what will happen when she walks though the door. will i run from the room to hide my tears. will stand there with anger at my self. will i fall to my nees. non of these will do for non of these are who i am. what i want to do is take her in my arms and promis that everything will be alright. what will happen i do not know. no mater how many miles seperate us she will always be my life partner. yes it is said there are other fish in the sea, mabey she is not the one and the one is waiting for me. as to the last you can take that idea and set it ablaze for she is my one and only. i have it from a person so to speak most high ( she is the highest) that she is my match. what happens is up to us. what she does depends on me. what i do depends on me removing head head from somewhere it does not belong. the bigest problem we have is we are diffrent. that is not bad no too are created alike even twins differ. my wife and i are alike in mind but not thought bound in heart but not always hand. she has been open and will do put up with a lot of bad icky flushable stuff from me. i have had many issues in my life as we all have. i have had many addictions. alchohol cigerets and others the first to i have taken hold of and do not control me there are two others i have as well one who fights me as the night fights the day and one who rules me like the sun on a cloudless day. the lesser of the two is by far the greater impacting to me and i will fight this all of my life. for it can tear at my mind like a fever and leave me ragged but incontrol. i lost one battle to it in 3 years and it gave me a lot but cost even more is some ways. the forth seams to be small to most i know, but in my home it takes my life and tosses it out the window as i find a way to say no. i must find a way to say no, for if i do not then there is no real future for me and my wife. this has been afecting my life for around 11 years. and at 24 now that is almost half my life. if you wish to contact me i will go more into my addictions but they do not belong here. what i wish to put here is talk about addictions themselves. what is an addiction. it is the need of something so bad that it controls part or all of your life. how do you fight an addiction, some of the smolest are harder then wha tmy seem the worst. some you see what it is doing to your life and just walk away. most you need help with though help to learn beters ways of how to help your self and to hold on to what is realy important. a bad addiction can take a family and tear it compleatly apart. or ic can bring a family closer in its aftermath. what i want to do is talk to you to help you with your adddictions. write to me and we will talk about what ales us in group do we have the power to stand up to that which might try to keep us down. but for now i must run i will talk later on this. May blessings fall opon you and yours.. good night my friends
Author's Notes: ok yes i got long winded lol that is not always a bad thing. good night and good blessings
Author's Location: Leesville, Louisiana
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