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VxPoem ID: 38739

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Posted: August 4th. 2010 10:04:03 PM

Views: 595

restraining order or life sentance?

by little white wolf

Age Group: Adult



sitting crying in a darkend room
crying over the same songs we used to make love too
you hit me
choked me
blinded me
drove me insane
why am i rockng crying lieing to myself telling me itl allbe ok?
the voces in my head tell me i did the rite thing
the court listend to evorythign i didnt say without diagree
the restraining order prossesed in 20 minnets or less
my heart is begging me pouning my ribs putting me to the test
the baby is kicking me beating me from the inscide out
you hit me
you struk me
you dared me to progress.
its wrong
its rite!
evoryones patting me on the sholder telling me i did my best
the lies on there lips telling me itl be better like this
my mother was crying when you left her without a goodbye
she lost a son in you
all i could do was lie
telling her i hated you for what you did
lieing threw my teath
claiming betrail
saying i held love for you no longer..
how menny times do i have to lie to myself before it sinks in?
in a land of hatred violance ignorance and bliss
how can i be queen of the violated mislead and used?
father "friends" fiancee and love
why did you do this for me?
yo should have known i had enough?
you blame me for your incarseration
a sleepless night in a cell.
i blame tou for the tears iv shead
the bruse on my face
my bride
my darkend eyes to distract from the swelling of my cheak
yo abuse me and i still love you for it
i cant be the onl one
my mother was the same way
if it wasnt for the baby
my family
mother and our growing son
ud use the bullets the dagger kill myself on the alter you allways hated
you will blame the cult
my filthy heathen soul
tell me i deserved this?
you restrained me i fouht back
bruses and cuts a scratch across yor chest
you maced me in the eyes a simple can of febrese turnt into a attack!
tell me i wasnt rite!
tell me i wasnt in danger!
tell me i dont regret this
persuade me that i wanted this
imma be a single mom
no suport takeing care of my mother and my child.
this is thelife i allways wanted
my american dream...




Author's Location: malden, Massachusetts
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