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VxPoem ID: 41920

Category:
personal_life

Posted: January 8th. 2012 10:18:31 PM

Views: 180

Sadness Reborn

by Stonefire Darktalon Maelstrom

Age Group: Adult



Here I lie,
completely despised.
Hated by all,
loved by none.

What is the point,
why does it matter?
Who will I be,
and how will I become it?

I hate my existence,
with every fiber of my being.
I despise who I am,
a slave to society.

Here is the story,
the story of my life.
It is a sad tale,
but a true one.

What am I supposed to do,
to make ends meet?
How am I supposed to live,
a life that has meaning?

Without any support,
without any help.
I will just wither,
away and die.

Who will be there,
for me, myself and I?
When I need it,
in the worst of times.

Here is the story,
the story of my life.
It is a sad tale,
but a true one.

Who am I,
to say I need?
Who am I,
to say I want?

I am alone,
alone and cold.
I will be forever,
alone and cold.

What will become,
of this poor young soul?
After it is done,
all in all.

Here is the story,
the story of my life.
It is a sad tale,
but true.

I wish I could,
be happy and free.
I wish they would,
be nice to me.

I hope to one day,
see the light in the dark.
In a good way,
like a vision in the park.

There seems to be,
a higher force that guides.
Way above me,
high up in the skies.

Here is the story,
the story of my life.
It is a sad tale,
but true.

How long will I be like this,
all shriveled inside?
How long will I be like this,
just being alive.

Who what or how,
will ever I be free?
When where and why,
does it seem an eternity.

I need more support,
if I am to continue this life.
I need more appreciation,
to be happy inside.

Here is the story,
the story of my life.
It is a sad tale,
but true.

I had hoped to live,
a happier life.
But no say the higher-ups,
it would be easier to die.

But then I think,
no it is not.
So I say *** you,
and then go get high.

Only there,
in that better place.
Will I ever find reprise,
from the dread of my life.

Here is the story,
the story of my life.
It is a sad tale,
but true.

Sometimes I think,
that I'll just call it quits.
It would be much easier,
than living this sh*t.

I hate who I have become,
I wish it were not.
But hey woe is me,
my wishes are for naught.

I wish I were more accepted,
in the places I go.
I wish I were more accepted,
but they all say no.

Here is the story,
the story of my life.
It is a sad tale,
but true.

The city is my life,
one of my two true loves.
The other is Jin,
who loves me back.

The only one who truly does it,
my only true backup.
The one who says keep on living,
cause I don't know how else to live mine happily.

There are tons,
more stuff I could say.
But I am worn out,
so you could say.

Here is the story,
the story of my life.
It is a sad tale,
but true.




Author's Notes: This was from a time in my life when I was completely depressed; when I had no idea that anything even remotely like Wicca existed... A couple of weeks later, I discovered Wicca, and as I delved deeper into the "rules, " or Creed, I found exactly what I needed, to become a better, more complete individual. I owe my thanks to Wicca, and all those who have helped it along it's journey, from Gerald Brousseau Gardner, to today.

- Stonefire Darktalon Maelstrom


Author's Location: new york, New York
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