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VxPoem ID: 5832
Category:
personal_life
Posted: August 25th. 2004 2:36:39 AM
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I Wonder...
by Rose'Ena Tanu
Age Group: Adult
Sometimes I wonder,
Do I even mean anything to you?
Or am I just a way
For you to get fro and to?
You used to say you cared,
Sometimes you even said you loved,
But that only when you were drunk,
So I’m not sure such words can be believed.
I hardly see you any more.
We never touch at all.
Would you even care
If I finally let myself fall?
Would you give a damn
If you never heard my voice?
Would it even matter
If either of us had the choice?
Supposedly we are supposed to be joined
For some purpose of the Other Realm.
But what can the purpose be
That causes such pain for my limbs?
I just don’t know any more.
You never want to talk.
Or if you do,
I might as well take a walk
Cause you are the only one that speaks.
I don’t say anything that matters.
Or at least that’s how I feel.
Like this is just a dream of the Mad Hatter’s.
So I have to ask
Do you still even want me around?
Or should I just disappear
Till another can be found?
I guess I should just fade away
Since it seems no one wants me near.
I guess I don’t need to be the one
That no one else will hear.
My song dies unsung
My tears fall unheeded.
Cause all I am is a set of wheels,
Called upon only when needed.
But my words, my desires
Mean nothing to anyone near enough to care.
So I’ll just go away.
I’ll get out of your hair.
You have enough to worry about,
With you mother and family around.
So who wants a hanger-on
A lonely nobody accidentally found?
Maybe I ask too much about money,
And I try to be patient,
But you aren’t the only one who needs to live.
So my voice grows faint.
You no longer want me there.
I guess this world doesn’t need me.
Oh well, what will be,
Will be.
Copyright 2004 SEK
Author's Notes: This one is for my girlfriend... I know there are other people out there who care, who give a damn about me, but the kind of things I'm needing, I can't get from her anymore... So I really wonder, does she even want me around? Does she even give a s*** that I'm so lonely? I can understand about her mom being sick and everything, but this has been going on since before we knew her mom was sick... I don't know what to do anymore... If anyone has some advice, feel free to send it to me... Maybe someone can make me laugh again since that seems as silent as my song these days... I don't know...
Author's Location: Charlottesville, Virginia
More Poems: Rose'Ena Tanu has posted 57 additional poems- View them?
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