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VxPoem ID: 6995

Category:
personal_life

Posted: October 24th. 2004 4:22:16 AM

Views: 1329

The B***h Witch or the Witch B***h

by Rose'Ena Tanu

Age Group: Adult



I always seem to do it,
No matter where I go.
I turn bossy somehow
And force people away.
I donít mean to.
Is it some flaw in me?
Has my past so hardened me,
That I little realize
What my words can do?
Am I so very blind
As to not see when I anger another?
Even in just asking for help,
I make people mad,
But they donít say anything.
So I have to wonder
What I did
And why they are pissed.
Finally my boss tells me
They find me offensive.
I work my ass off,
No matter who for
Or what Iím doing,
I work so hard
But am always in the wrong.
I always do something
To upset my coworkers.
Doesnít matter how hard I try,
I guess I just rub them
The wrong way.
So I guess I am
The Witch B***h,
Or maybe the B***hy Witch.
I donít know.
I just know it hurts,
When Iím forced to realize,
Iíve done it again.
Iíve pissed off someone,
Simply by asking for something.
I donít try to order.
I never would.
I simply want to work in harmony,
But that eludes me.
Where ever I go,
I seem to trail this tag-along
Though I donít know what it is.
Something that makes people hate me,
Or resent me,
Or something of that line.
I canít understand it.
I try to be understanding
And gentle, open
But nothing I do matters
Because I am the local B***h.
Or at least the one people so mark
So they can torment me like this.
I try so hard,
But itís never enough.
Not for them,
Not for me.
So I suffer alone,
In silence.
Never knowing if I insult
Or upset,
Because no one talks to me.
I guess I drove them all away,
Though how I just donít get.
Maybe I just expect too much,
Of everyone, especially myself.
But whatís wrong with just wanting
To do a good job,
To prove that Iím worthwhile?
That Iím not a freak
Or a monster.
I'm justÖ
Different.
But because of that,
I guess I am the Witch B***h.

Copyright 2004 SEK




Author's Notes: Please, everyone, I just have to ask you to forgive me.. This is pretty much nothing more than a painful rant, but this is about the only way I can express myself anymore. Nobody likes to hear me sing, so all I can do is write (and with the state I'm in right now, I can't sing anyway to release this pain) . And besides, I have to get it out somehow, or I'm going to spend what's left of the night crying. That's not really smart since I have to get up in a few hours and go back to work... *sigh* So I'm sorry for dumping this, but I needed to... And I'm still going to try and meditiate. If anyone has a suggestion, I'm all ears. I'm tired of always being on the outside, looking in... Never accepted, never wanted... Well... I need to try and relax a little bit... Maybe some meditation will help... But am I really such a monster? I don't know. Well... Good night, all... May your days be better than mine. Blessed be!


Author's Location: Charlottesville, Virginia
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