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Posted: September 14th. 2005 10:10:22 AM
My Personal Hades And Yet I am Not Dead
by Gram Alabaster
Age Group: Adult
To hades I shall fall once more,
For being amazingly foolish and naive,
I would expect all friends to hate and close the door,
For that is a worser hell to which I could never appreciate,
For its not the kind where I would be cold,
Nor would I be too hot,
Nor is it the creepy kind where I am being eaten by mold,
Nay it is not the kind where my flesh burns or rots,
But is the kind that people like me,
The kind that society hates the most,
For its me I guess that deserves to burn fold three,
And in my personal hell there is no horned red host,
But only me in my head who wishes to bleed.
Too late to not hurt and too late to help,
Too late to even think to run,
Never too late to love but now is not the time,
For life right now is shaping up to be rather unfun,
But is shaping up to be rather sour like the lime.
I guess life is giving me what I derserve,
On a plater of warm gold and lining silver my rear,
So please someone help me in this confrontational hell,
Help me and guide me emotionally and to safe steer,
Help you I will ten fold,
Even if I fall and become cold.
All of my friends must understand one thing about me,
To which I am sure they will all agree,
I am not the type that is emotionally sound,
For I lost my mind and am paranoid all around,
I try to trust but it just seems to not be there,
I try to tell myself it will come but is never near,
That is never near on solid ground,
So myself I will drown in a torrent of nonreality,
From a drop to a torrent,
A pebble to a shower of boulders,
For keeping my sanity is what its truly for meant,
Too bad dog tags or holders,
That is for sanity do not exist,
Someone please help get me through my hell,
And help to show me what I crave which is beyond flesh,
Please show me no stress and no hate miss,
Please Show Me Bliss,
Show Me Bliss,
Author's Location: Glendale, Wisconsin
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