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VxPoem ID: 1781
Category:
personal_life
Posted: February 4th. 2004 8:20:39 PM
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Why Trust
by MoonWolf
Age Group: Adult
Looking into the precipice of my empty soul
I see unknown shadows cross over the trees
With distant city lights at my back
The further I must go
Empty promises, empty truths
A faith shattered by your lies
I once saw your fire within
I found strength shining from your eyes
Sometimes darkness is my only friend
Who at once I thought was you
I know as far as trust
I have only myself to remain true
Confusion, anger, hate and pain
are battled everyday
I don't know how I have the strength
Yet I constantly find a way
I trust the unknown
letting those above be my guides
If I'd've known 11 years ago
I'd've found a place to hide
I hate the way my life is now
I hate the pain inside
I hate the fact I trusted you
Why'd you haveta ***in' lie?
We live seperate lives now
Just like we did back then
Interesting how things are different
but have they really changed?
I still miss you, I still care
There was never an end
It's an open would I cannot close
Though it's been closed for years
Once again daylight breaks
another night without sleep
In my waking hours
Dark thoughts are all I keep
Inside they dwell, in the forefront of my mind
Thanks for wasting my time, ruining my life
Thanks for making me hate you
Running the risk of never being able to recover
Relationships to me are nothing but sh*t
It's not worth my time
It's not worth the drama they hold
Thank God I'm in my prime
I've come to know I can survive
Whatever comes my way
It'd just be nice to
share the good times
with someone worthy someday
I've found 2
1 you know
1 you don't
But it doesn't even matter
We're all in the same
mindset
Relationships do nothing but
shatter
If there's anything I truly miss
It's being held at night
the LOVE
the AFFECTION
the HOLDING
the plain HUMAN TOUCH
Everyone needs it
I know I thrive on it
But most have no idea
not that it matters -nothing matters anymore
I'm on my own
There are no arms to hold me
When I'm tired...
~~As I sleep
When I'm scared...
~~As I dream
Hell, just because...
Why does there need to be a reason?
It's over, it's done
I've lost everything
Because of my stupidity
To think I could trust you
Thank you for the good times,
~There were many
Screw you for the bad times
~My life's now over-run with plenty!
Author's Notes: Divorce
Author's Location: Harpers Ferry, West Virginia
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